three month long writer's block...

i have noticed that i write better when i am distressed, heartbroken, or angry.

does the fact that i have little to write now mean that i am happy?

i dreamt that i got rejected from ucla, so now i am fully prepared for a rejection letter in the mail. san diego it is, i guess.....

damn, i haven't written in almost a month, and what an eventful month it has been.

let's see...i was forced to resign at work (unfair!). but then again, i hated the place anyway, so i wasn't that sad that i was tanked, just worried that i'd not be able to make enough money to support myself. luckily, i'm working again after only a week off. during my week, i went to lawry's; spent three days in san diego, one of which was spent following a friend to law school classes at USD; relaxed in the sun and got a tan; went to the getty museum; and went snowboarding in mammoth (in that order).

so, while i was in a rather crummy mood last last friday, things turned out for the better. i have a very flexible work schedule, and i'm off at 4:00pm. it's boring, but hell, i only have a few more months to endure anyway. i'm planning on travelling this summer, but i do not know where or how exactly...need more adventure before i hit the books in august.