My dad took me to "Monday Night @ the Grove" service last night. I told him I didn't want to go but that I'd go if he wanted me to. I actually liked it--it made me think. Greg Laurie was speaking...and he said some things that struck a chord in me, though I must admit I don't agree with everything he said. Obviously, I still have some major issues to work out with God, but maybe avoiding Him isn't quite the solution I thought it would be....it's just that I don't want to lose myself again. I've never been as closed-minded as when I was a devout Christian. It's scary trying to go back. I don't even know if I could, or if I should.

Off to yoga class!